The Sheikh’s American Love - A Box Set Page 6

  I jerked forward, startled, and my face hit the canvas with a smack, bumping my nose into the wooden frame and smearing paint across my skin. With a growl, I threw my brush down on the tray full of paints and rags and stalked to the living room to confront whatever was happening in the penthouse.

  My jaw dropped at the sight of people spilling into the apartment like someone had opened a floodgate to the hallway. There must have been over forty people filling the living and dining room, and every single one of them seemed drunk. Someone quickly found Rafiq’s stereo, and dance music started to blare throughout the house, rattling the glass in the windows and drowning out the sloppy conversational din.

  The revelers cheered when the music started up, and someone turned out most of the lights in response in some feeble attempt to create a nightclub atmosphere. Like locusts, the drunk partiers swarmed over the rooms of the penthouse, heading for the fridge and the liquor cabinets, collapsing on the couches and chaise lounges, and starting up the fireplace. A stumbling couple were making out and pulling at each other’s clothes, already looking for a quiet place to go have sex—and they were headed right for my bedroom.

  “Oh, hell no,” I said out loud, and stalked over to block their path. Slamming my door shut, I gave them a sour smile when they looked at me, and pointed them instead to Rafiq’s room, “Try over there.” They obliged, and I didn’t feel even a little bad about it.

  A headache rocked its way up into my skull as the music pounded away. People danced and touched like they were the only ones in the room. They were all dressed like Rafiq, in fancy cut suits and expensive but revealing dresses, the party crowd of the one percent, here to ruin my night and keep me from even being able to paint. Fury raced through my veins.

  The sensible part of me knew I should just head to bed and talk to Rafiq in the morning. If he was going to be raging like this every single night, he might have to add some cash to that total he had already paid me for this arrangement, because this was not my scene and I wanted no part of it.

  But my anger was too much to ignore. I wanted to tear his head off, even just with my words. At the very least, he couldn’t expect me to sleep with all this damn noise. If this was some pathetic revenge plot to get back at me for rejecting him, he surely wasn’t going to get away with it cleanly.

  In the dancing light of the fireplace, I spotted Rafiq across the crowd, grinding against a beautiful redheaded woman in a tight white dress. He held her tiny body against him, running his hands over her curves with abandon. She suckled at his neck, her thin arms wrapped around his neck, her fingers combing through his jet black hair.

  The sight pierced my heart in a way I didn’t understand—or didn’t want to understand. I tried to push through the crowd to get to him, but I was met with so many drunk, groping hands that it quickly became much more hassle than it was worth, and I gave up.

  I left Rafiq and his wonderful friends to their debauchery and, after making sure the door to my studio was shut and my new canvas was safely stored, I retreated to my bedroom and locked the door for safe measure, fearing another horny couple would stumble their way in while I was sleeping.

  The music blared through the walls for most of the night, and I only managed to fall asleep after wrapping one of the fine memory foam pillows around my ears. As I drifted off, I couldn’t help wondering if I had made a huge mistake by accepting this devil’s bargain with Rafiq.

  EIGHT

  Even in the comfort of the expensive, borrowed bed, sleep came fitfully and full of dreams in which I angrily chewed out Rafiq and all of his idiot friends. The redheaded woman with whom Rafiq had been making out was at the top of my list, and she found herself on the wrong end of quite the angry dream-monologue.

  When morning finally came, my body felt like I hadn’t slept at all. Nothing sounded better than a long, hot shower, and a giant cup of coffee. I wanted nothing less than to speak to Rafiq, possibly for the entirety of the day.

  Folding my silk robe over my yoga pants and T-shirt, I peeked out into the living room to assess the damage. The place was a wreck, but at the very least, it seemed like everyone had finally bailed back to their own penthouses, or wherever it was that they slept.

  Padding across the floor toward the kitchen, I heard a soft moan in the living room and jumped, startled. Rafiq was passed out on the couch, sleeping so deeply I hadn’t noticed him at first.

  Anger bubbled up inside me as all the memories of the day before came rushing back. All I could hear in my head was the blasting music from the night before, and all I could see was his handsome, stupid face in the crowd, blissfully unaware of me, and wrapped up in the arms of another woman.

  But as I stood there and watched him sleeping, something else came over me. The memories from the party began to fade, and the present moment before my eyes took hold. Arrogant, snobby, thoughtless Rafiq was nowhere to be seen. Instead, I watched this different version of him, stretched out with his arms all askew like a kid about to fall off a bunk bed after a restless night of sleep. Shirtless, his bronze skin glistened with the tiniest layer of sweat. His tattoos were alive with color, rising and falling with the soft rhythm of his breathing. The soft expression on his sleeping face made him seem more honest, more human, than I had ever seen him before.

  It was like I was looking at the real Rafiq, and the real Rafiq was beautiful, sensitive, soft, and almost innocent.

  A pang of hurt hit my chest, realizing that he’d never looked more peaceful than when he was sleeping, and wondering what turmoil was in his mind, keeping it from him during the day. I’d been around long enough to know that no one partied as hard as Rafiq did for no reason. He was running, or hiding, from something. But in this moment, right here in his living room, he couldn’t hide. It was the real him.

  An urge I recognized all too well rang like a clear bell in the back of mind. I forgot the coffee and the shower; something else had come up.

  I went to the painting room and quickly gathered up an easel and a medium-sized canvas, as well as paints, brushes, and scrapers. It took me a few moments to find the right angle for the easel in the living room, but when I did, a smile burst across my face.

  I began to paint Rafiq as I saw him in this moment, in his deep innocence, asleep on the couch. The way the sunlight filtered through the penthouse windows to warm up the skin on his back brought fervor to the colors I used. I opted for bright yellows and whites and oranges to match not only the natural light in the room, but the overwhelming warmth and tenderness I felt looking at the scene.

  The palate spoke of nostalgia, but the boldness of the colors themselves made it more than that. One day, this moment would be nostalgia. But I would have this painting to remember what brightness lay underneath, once upon a time.

  I remembered Rafiq in my gallery, saying how much he hated nostalgia, and it only made me paint faster.

  Two hours flew by before I realized any time had passed. Like always happened in the midst of a moment of true inspiration, I completely blocked out my tired body, my growling stomach, and my anger for Rafiq. I painted furiously until I looked up and saw Rafiq shifting, his eyelids fluttering open as consciousness came over him.

  My heart seized up in my chest. I had the sudden urge to hide, but instead, I just froze there like a deer caught in headlights, trapped behind the canvas.

  Rafiq groaned unhappily as he moved his no doubt exhausted and hungover body, rolling over on the couch and rubbing his hands over his face. He sat up and rubbed at a sore spot on his neck, realizing a few seconds later that he wasn’t alone. He looked up slowly and his eyes met mine, peeking around the side of the canvas, watching him.

  Rafiq frowned. “Evangeline?”

  His voice was dry, cracked, almost non-existent, and his eyes darted from me to the back of the canvas and easel.

  “Uh, hi,” I said meekly. “Morning, Rafiq.”

  “What are you doing?” he asked, instantly suspicious.

  I swallowed. “Just
painting.” Technically not a lie, right?

  “Painting what?” Rafiq stood up, and something dark had come over his face.

  “N-Nothing…”I said.

  He stalked over to the canvas to call my bluff. Worried he might damage it, I stood in front of the canvas like a human shield, preventing him from getting to it.

  Rafiq gave a look so stern, it made my knees quiver.

  “Let me see,” he said.

  “Look, I wasn’t…”

  “Let me see.” There was nothing joking or playful in his voice.

  The tiniest sliver of fear ran through my veins. I stepped off to the side to reveal the painting to him. Red darkness washed over his eyes as he frowned at the sight.

  “What is this?” he said in a harsh whisper, pointing. “Is this me?”

  “It’s just a painting,” I said, my voice small and submissive. “I… I got inspired.”

  “You got inspired to paint me, sleeping and shirtless, without my consent?” said Rafiq. Fury came off his skin in waves. “Who do you think you are? You can’t just go around painting people without their permission like this!”

  There was so much rage in his voice that I actually felt stung, wounded, as if he’d taken a razor to my skin. Tears stared to burn the back of my eyes. “I didn’t mean to violate your privacy. I just… I had to do it. I saw you there on the couch like that, and I…” My mind scrambled to find the right words for my emotions. “I couldn’t look away. You were so different in that moment, I wanted to capture it. I’m sorry, Rafiq.”

  The last words dropped from my lips and silence fell in the living room. Rafiq watched me, studying me, his nostrils flaring with his heated breathing. Almost as if pulled by an outside force, his gaze tore away from me and back to the painting itself. Like a magic trick, I watched as the muscles in Rafiq’s face slowly softened. His knitted brows relaxed, and the light came back to his deep brown eyes.

  He turned and faced the painting head on, staring. He didn’t speak for so long that eventually I softly put a hand on his shoulder.

  “I’m sorry,” I said. “I wasn’t trying to hurt you, Rafiq, truly. I should have given it more thought, I just… I got caught up in the inspiration.”

  At first, he said nothing. Then Rafiq reached up and planted one of his big hands on top of mine, and gave it a soft squeeze. Warmth and hope washed through me, and my panic died.

  “You-you didn’t,” he said suddenly, clearing his throat. “You didn’t hurt me. I’m sorry, Evie, I shouldn’t have lost my temper. I should be the one to apologize.”

  “No, you’re right,” I said. “I shouldn’t have painted you without asking first. You were right to be upset. It was a violation.”

  Rafiq didn’t acknowledge my words. “This isn’t what I thought it was,” he said, eyes still on the painting. “I’ve never…”

  “Never what?” I asked when he trailed off.

  He took a deep breath. “I don’t remember the last time someone took this kind of interest in me.”

  His words surprised me. “How can you say that? The paparazzi are constantly on your heels, and you can pluck any woman you want from a crowd. Isn’t that taking an interest in you?”

  Rafiq blinked slowly. When he looked at me, there was a pain in his eyes that made me sorry I had questioned what he said.

  “It’s not the same,” he replied. “I don’t know how to make you understand without being in this world, but it’s not the same. They aren’t interested in me. They just use me for what they need. The paparazzi only like me because pictures of me, and stories about my life, they make money. I don’t know why, but they do. And the women, well…there’s a lot about me they enjoy, but it certainly isn’t me. It’s only parts of me. Often times, it’s just my money, and my power.”

  His words made me hurt for him. I squeezed tighter on his shoulder.

  “This is the first time I feel like anyone has ever seen me,” said Rafiq. “Not only did you see me…you painted me; you immortalized me.” He turned to face me, his expression soft. “This is a great gift you’ve given me, Evie. I’m sorry I got upset with you.”

  Overwhelmed, I averted my gaze, feeling Rafiq’s hand tighten over mine.

  “It’s okay. I’m glad you like it.” I could feel myself blushing even as I tried to stop it.

  “I love it,” he said. “Are you finished with it?”

  I gave the painting a careful gaze. “Yeah, I hit the final stroke right before you woke up. Why do you ask?”

  “Because I want to hang it up.”

  “Right now?”

  “Yes,” he said. “I want this in my home forever. You can charge me for it when you return to your gallery.”

  At this, I let out a breathy laugh. “I think I feel fine about giving you this one gratis, Rafiq, since I did violate your privacy to get it and all.”

  Rafiq gave me an amused, lopsided smile. He disappeared into the kitchen to find the tools he needed, and then returned to make his measurements for the painting. He decided to hang it on the blank expanse of wall between my temporary bedroom, and the studio.

  Once he had the fixtures hung, Rafiq carefully lifted the canvas off the easel and attached it to the wall fixtures. I spotted him for him from across the living room as he tweaked the angle to get it level. When it was perfect, I came up next to him as he stood back to admire it.

  “It’s beautiful,” he said. “I’m very happy that I’ll get to look at it every day.”

  I smiled sheepishly and nodded, grateful, but unsure what to do in the face of all his compliments.

  “Thank you, Evangeline. You’ve given me so much in the short time we’ve known each other.”

  Without warning, Rafiq turned and wrapped his strong arms around me completely, drawing me into a warm embrace.

  At first, I tensed up in surprise, but the inviting strength of his arms and chest quickly relaxed me, and I felt like I was melting against him as he held me close to his body. The fingers of one of his hands gently stroked at my hair. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to enjoy this moment, the feeling of being in the strong arms of a capable and attractive man, even if it was only a farce.

  Deep in my heart, something very real was spreading and growing, even if I refused to look directly at it. Feeling Rafiq’s body against mine, and his arms around me, only made the feeling spread faster. I took a deep breath against his chest.

  A high-pitched beeping erupted, breaking through the moment like a shrieking toddler in a library.

  Rafiq sighed as he pulled away from the embrace. “Sorry. That’s my phone, I should answer it.”

  “Sure,” I said, tucking my hair behind my ear. I was too flustered to look him in the eyes.

  Rafiq pawed around the living room, tossing cans and pillows about until he found his ringing cell phone. One look at the screen, and his face fell into a serious mask. He answered the phone in his deep, stern business voice, and spoke briefly in Arabic with whoever was on the other end.

  “What was that?” I asked, when he hung up.

  “Trouble,” he said, running into his bedroom.

  I froze. “Trouble? Why?”

  Rafiq came back out, buttoning up a long-sleeve black shirt over his bare, beautiful chest.

  “My father’s almost here.”

  “Almost here, as in, almost at the penthouse?” I looked around at the chaotic, messy space. “But we aren’t ready for him!”

  “Yes,” he said. “He’s early. He does this.”

  “Oh, does he? That makes me feel better,” I said sarcastically as my nerves lit up with worry. “Where do you keep your garbage bags?”

  “In the kitchen, bottom drawer next to the refrigerator,” said Rafiq as he took my hint and scrambled, bent at the waist, to pick up all the scattered trash from his party the night before. I rushed into the kitchen to retrieve a garbage sack, and together we quickly tossed everything into the bag. Rafiq stowed it in the kitchen pantry until we could better deal with
it.

  “Here, there’s one more important thing,” Rafiq said.

  Shirt buttoned up, he came up to me quickly, rummaging in his pocket. He took my left hand in his, and gently pushed the most gorgeous, glittering diamond ring onto my ring finger.

  It was the biggest rock I had ever seen, and all I could do was stare at it.

  “What the hell is this?”

  Rafiq took my hands in his and said, “Just play along.”

  NINE

  My mouth was still hanging open when the polite ding of the elevator sounded from down the hallway.